Sunday, March 18, 2007

Why

Why must I doubt
that my life
can be good

Why can't I just
feel secure
with my relationships

Why can't I feel
like I deserve
to be loved

Why do I insist
on screwing
things up

Why?
-b

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

If it makes you feel any more/less alone, it took me about 8 years into my marriage, 10 years into the relationship, to fully believe that he would not leave/cheat/use me. It is still something that terrifies me.

He is the best person anyone who has ever met him confesses, and still I wait for the other shoe to drop.

I hope you can believe in yourself that you are worthy of his love, earlier than I was able.

Because B if anyone is, that I know, it is you!!!

Maisy said...

Because you are human.

A wonderful human, but a human.

Ali

Nat said...

yes, human. Maybe you just read too much into it? Enjoy the love!:))

Anonymous said...

Human. That is the answer. We all do it. Doesn't make it easier, but at least you know you're not alone!

Anonymous said...

insecurity and rejection are everyone's hidden fears


don't blame yourself, it's practically built into your DNA...

M said...

Sorry you're feeling that way... I agree that it's human.

Think deep and look at the evidence, he DEFINITELY loves you. :o)